So it's been a few days...

And not a whole lot has changed.

The baby is doing good - I'm able to visually see him kicking the hell outta his mother... it's like an alien trying to get out.  I hope I'm a good dad like my dad.  Baby Mom is feeling how evil our little one is going to be.. he gives her 'hell' all the time and talks about how Sadie wasn't anything like this.  I like to think he's getting it out of his system now so he's the perfect child later on.  He should be a ninja by age 10 :)

As far as me, I'm holding up, barely.  Headaches are worse than ever, but I may have a solution finally after all these years - if it's a circulatory problem.  Thought came to me as I was in the ER yesterday, noticing my oxygen levels plummeting and the effect it had on my headache.  They put me on oxygen and what a difference!  It was like a rush of fresh air literally.  Head didn't feel nearly as bad as it had and I was doing great for awhile... they pulled me off for the MRI and I started hurting again.. they put me back on in the ER and all was good.  I'm relaying the information to my doctor to see if it will help with a diagnosis.

This is all for now - off to get my eyes checked.