Back on the rollercoaster

So I was 'bad' last night.

A co-worker calls, looking for a ride home (I had the day off), and I didn't think it would be that bad of an issue.

I guess that's what I get for thinking.  She is still pissed off at me, and now she 'thinks' she can analyze my face too.  I don't get it; ok, so I apologized for 'ruining' the night (I was gone for 1.5 hours) but damn.  And she truly shows hate for this individual to boot, which doesn't help one bit.

I'm looking for some avenue to help her understand that I'm trying to do what I can without being 'controlled' by her - I think that's what she is expecting.  My ex tried to do the same shit and frankly - I have no tolerance for it.

In other news - the baby will be a boy.  I'm pretty excited, but my super-qualified mama analyzed me and thinks otherwise.

Off to get ready for work..

What a wonderful world

In recent news:

Shrinks going berserk on our own troops.
Wall Street is on a roller coaster of what-if's.
Overconfidence collides with stress.
Health Insurance is going to cost more.  Again.
No raise in sight for me.  So much for freedom of speech.

I would add more, but frankly - I don't feel as if I should care that much.

The simple things bring joy right now... the baby is moving a LOT, my sunflower seeds are tasty, and the fizz of Dr. Pepper brings a smile to my face.

I also saw an old face on the internet - it looks as if this person hasn't changed in looks, but in mindset.  Divorce, children, and bad decisions can indeed change a person - it seems in this case it was for the better.  My memory of this person is positive, and I hope it remains this way.

Anyways, take care.

The joys of hormones

There aren't any I can find.

I feel like I am in a downward spiral that will never end.  How do you prove yourself to a person?  What will it take to get the understanding across?

On the other hand, am I the one with the issues?  Does my approach cause the issues I face?

I'm at a loss, with no one to share my concerns with.